I Am Who I Wanted to Be Yesterday

Throughout my life, I've been developing an idea of the person I want to be. The more I live, the more I refine that idea. It's a constructive and ongoing process. Waiting at the airport today, I realized that I may never be that person...The idea of the person I want to be is by definition a step ahead of who I am today. So I've decided to just be who I wanted to be ....yesterday. Fake sense of accomplishment? I wonder.

A burger? Or a one night stand...

Eating fast food is like having a one night stand. Exquisite taste in the moment feels like shit the next day.

After a conversation with MC and her roomate. I decided to clarify this entry. When I speak of a "feeling of shit" I am not referring to "feelings of slutiness". When women have sex with men, their bodies produce a hormone that induces a need for a relationship, emotional connection. So, after a one night stand, a women can feel like her emotional needs are not fulfilled and can make her feel like "shit".

That being said, I will not support nor deny the fact that I have had a one night stand and felt great about it ;)